A very insightful article in the Volkskrant today about Christian Gays in the Bible belt of Holland. In Kampen lives Mattheo (21) e.g. who is convinced Christian  but gay as well. He is abandoned by his parents and everyone else he knew. He tried to commit suicide  a year ago  and only when he met an other gay Christian at his church choir came to terms with his sexuality.
Unbelievable that this still happens in Holland where according to the latest (SCP) rapport 85% of the population think that gay people should live their life the way they think they should. (and only a mere 6% doesn't agree)
It is good to read that Mattheo now lives together with his boyfriend, still believes firmly in God but knows to  combine that with an active gay life.